Guitarist and electronic programmer, pete has worked with a number of different groups such as Delimiter, Weapons of Mass Destruction, and Negative Charge. Lead programmer & sysadmin of cytoplastik.com, as well as a few others..   discography: Crystal Cloud (2001) Cytoplastik Pods Compilation (2002)
| who am i - Thursday, January 18, 2007 5:02 pm
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It's times like these that really remind me of how alone I really am. My support base is so shallow I feel like I could fall so easily into darkness and insanity. That's okay. I know I have myself, although it is little comfort. My site has hit an all time new high for daily usage again. Average of 1400 hits per day (presumably by mostly search engines) and mostly for the picture of my bachelor party. The one picture I have put up that people are more interested in than anything else. Thus, my most popular search string is "hot ass" although "stripper ass" shows up as #2 in google, with "hot stripper ass" being #1. All the work I put into the site, and people still just really want to see some ass and get off. I guess that's what I'm good for...
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| idiots - Thursday, January 11, 2007 2:51 pm
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We are already 7 years into the 21st century, but some people have such a brain-dead bible-centric point of view that they waste my time and yours, but especially the time of your children, with crap like this. I can't even imagine people being this stupid. I mean seriously, if I met somebody like that I think I would have to say to them "I'm sorry, we can no longer converse because I am afraid the aura of stupidity that surrounds you may be contageous and I never want to be that brain dead. Please go kill yourself as soon as possible. Thanks!"
I mean, it's stories and people like this that made me decide christianity was one big steaming pile of crap anyway. It's sad to say too, because there are plenty of christian people that have a good head on their shoulders. It's just that the stupid ones really, really stand out as being incredibly stupid. They do things like inhibit scientific research because they are too stupid to understand what it is in the first place. I mean seriously, when was the last time you read a story where it was the buddhist parents writing complaint letters about little johnny getting too much information about science and human nature in class. God forbid our child get an education! Then his intellect will surpass that which god hath given us at birth! In this case it's not even education, it's "hey, god wants our kids to be stupid AND fat! Didn't you know it's god's way to have a big fat ass?"
Nigga please.
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| cycles - Saturday, January 6, 2007 12:06 am
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I have been very depressed lately. It's not even for any particular reason as far as I can tell. Maybe it is. I have been feeling like I am really only pretending to live, and not really being alive. I feel disconnected from everything. I feel like there is still some empty craving that I must fulfill. I feel like maybe that's always been the case, but it rears it's ugly head in my subconscious in cycles. It's nice how Firefox 2.0 has built-in spell check in fields. I have this new video card and I feel like I have barely used it. What happened to the motivation I had so long ago. Where has all of my energy gone? Has the youth in me died so soon? When did this happen? Why was there no funeral? My "music" has suffered most of all. I have created nothing new in so many years I have lost track. The last thing I completed was "amygdala" and I feel that came out half-assed at best. I have all of these pieces of things that I just let sit unfinished, like so many Tupac albums. Maybe that means they will be released for years after I die. That probably won't be for a long ass time though.
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This last week has been so incredilby crazy. Phil, Sam, and Kevin left for California today, and I am saddened and relieved. I can't wait to go home tonight and just hang out at my house, without tons of people around. Happy 2007 everybody. A moment of silence for those who have died this year:
Danny Debois
Masako Katahira
Patrick Horan
Justin Lambert
Edward Charles "Teddy" Osmund
Richard Sehorn
Rest in Peace
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